To my dear, sweet and oh-so-treasured readers, I am getting ready to start packing for a lovely week long un-plugged camping trip to the mountains, and I haven’t written a new post in well over a week. I’ve been sitting in the quiet of the aftermath of all this internal deep-diving and letting it soak WAY IN.  It’s so important to let these inner-knowings wash over us, to let them sink down to the bone.  To let them...

There was something… followed by nothing. My full heart sank and then shattered like salted glass. And I have been grieving for a girl I once was. Smitten with forms and bright with desire, she was a dancing flame in the frosted window of Love. and she’s gone. In her eagerness for clearer vision she breathed in the night, and became so hot and expanded that her light just demolished the glass and ice and now nothing stands between...

I have been doing a lot of pondering about polarities lately, about this world of OPPOSITES, and the ultimate inclusion of all things. It is my work in this life to recognize and bring to the forefront of my consciousness, all those parts of myself that I push away, and vehemently dis-own, because of my beliefs about said things, and what I think those things mean. I do not do this because that’s what teachers teach, or because it’s...

there is a red cardinal here, that is enamored with it’s reflection. It spends ALL DAY coming back and forth to it’s reflection in the car mirrors. Trying to kiss, or attack, it’s own reflection. It can’t get enough. Every time it bumps up against the glass, no matter how much it hurts, it keeps coming back. This is what we do. Such a beautiful teacher this cardinal is! We get lost in our own image, the image of FORM. Of all that we...

It has been said… you are living with your Guru. Everything you need for your growth and awakening, you get.  It’s built right into your life, already. You don’t need to go to Tibet to learn from the great Masters… the Masters are those who are closest to you.  The ones who are pushing all the right buttons, and saying all the “wrong” things,  like a last-ditch attempt to get you to wake up to your crazy-ass...